tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33985294433932148352024-03-07T22:48:58.990-08:00Dark Adventure -- Erich BellerErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.comBlogger19125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-37355679344655673112013-10-16T09:54:00.003-07:002013-10-16T09:54:56.152-07:00UpdatesSo I've got 6 days off for the Eid holiday and I've already burned through 5 of them. Seriously, where does the time go? I've got a stack of grading to do, but for some reason I just can't be bothered. That's the way it goes, I guess.<br />
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But it's not like I haven't been productive. I've written about 100 pages in the last week, finishing a novel that I hope to get in production soon. I'll keep the details to myself for now, but I will say it's a my first fantasy novel, taking place in a completely constructed world. It's being read by some trusted friends and, once the editing is done, we'll see what can be done with it.<br />
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Other than that, not much to report. Went into the mountains a few nights ago with a friend for a birthday/housewarming party, enjoyed a huge amount of awesome Lebanese cuisine with some very friendly people, and have been relaxing as much as I can. I've also been listening to A LOT of folk metal. Like, a lot. Check out Finntroll and Korpiklaani if you haven't already. You'll be glad you did.ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-87241824232649008152013-10-09T07:08:00.004-07:002013-10-09T07:09:06.848-07:00Dreams1993:<br />
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I sleep and I dream. I am eighteen years old. Without any
understanding of how or why I am there, I am on a white marble balcony,
lying at an angle across a shallow dais beneath a huge movie screen. Upon it plays a series of black and white images, casting
everything in shifting shadows and gray and silver light. Beyond the
balcony are a number of metal rods spanning the width of the huge
room, level with the floor under the dais. Each rod is about five feet
from the other. Seated on the rods are a number of people, who would be
spectators to the film playing on the screen if not for the disturbing
fact that they are each sitting with their backs to both it and me.
They balance precariously on the rods, holding themselves in place, but
it is not enough and some of them periodically lose their grip and
plummet screaming into the abyss beneath them. There is no floor below,
just empty blackness. <br />
<br />
I am numb to all of this, aware but
insensate as the screen above me flickers. While I lay there on the
cold stone steps a woman approaches me, materializing like a cloud of
smoke in the preternatural haze. She is naked, her pale body almost
glowing in the light. Small and slender, her hips are curved and her
breasts round, her hair short and dark. A pallid, spectral pixie that
moves in an alien, inhuman manner. With small, curious footsteps she
scurries towards me, her face blank in the shadows. She puts her hands
on my shoulders and tries to clench her body close to mine, but I push
her away, terrified to the very core of this woman’s touch. She is a
harbinger, I realize, my flesh aware of the destruction that she brings
with her. She kisses me, her lips cold as ice, and I try to cry out but
my throat is frozen still. As the flatworm runs from the light, every
cell in my body retreats from her, but my strength flags and eventually I
give in to her embrace, the bizarre menagerie fading into a swirling
mass of chaos as I feel her envelope me and pull me into oblivion. <br />
<br />
Still
locked in the dream, I awaken on the lawn outside of my house. It is
morning and the sun is poking up over the horizon, bathing the world in
blue-white. The grass is covered in white sand, and alongside me is the
pale woman, lying on her stomach and facing away from me as I look
around, uncertain. I feel sick and confused. I smell the sweet,
nauseating stench of decay. Looking down, I see a writhing mass in her
armpit. Looking closer, I can see a group of slugs collected there,
suckling at her flesh, more in the manner of leeches. At the center of
this group is one huge pinkish slug, pulsing with blood-red veins spread
across its surface. Horrified, I turn the woman’s lithe body over onto
her back and look at her face, as yet unknown to me. She is beautiful,
young, with smooth cheeks and full, wet lips. Her eyes, however, are
sunken pits of black, empty and desiccated holes devoid of life or human
emotion. The scene loses focus at that point, carrying me on a wave of
broken fantasy into the waking world. The images that have unfolded
remain imprinted upon my brain, a confusing and unnerving series of
events that will haunt me for several months. <br />
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2008:<br />
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I
sleep and I dream. I am thirty-three years old. Sick with rage and
disappointment I stand on the lawn outside the house that my family
moved out of when I was nineteen. Behind me stands the pale woman, her
naked body close to mine as she puts her hands on my shoulders. Without
hesitation I turn and take her in my arms, welcoming the touch that I
abhorred so many years ago. Her empty sockets stare at me and I push my
lips to hers, my fingertips pressed into her waxy flesh. Beneath us
our feet sink into the white sand, and as I give in to her desires I try
desperately to remember what there is to return to in the meat and bone
world. I smell the miasma of rotting flesh and I ignore it, unable to
concentrate on anything else that would throw it into focus as being
something other than normal. <br />
<br />
The woman pulls her mouth from
mine and whispers something in my ear. I do not know what it is. I
cannot hear her words, only the musical hiss of her voice and the
mocking sound of her laughter after she is finished. She smiles and
bites into my earlobe, her teeth ripping through my skin. The sharp
pain of the attack catapults me out of my sleep, hurling me shaking and
cold into the world.ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-43726782787755217832013-10-05T21:44:00.003-07:002013-10-05T21:45:02.749-07:00Opinions<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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“Opinion” is a word that gets thrown around way too often,
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</span>Opinions are different from facts.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>“The door is made of wood” is a fact—either the door is or isn’t made of
wood, so that statement is either a fact or an error.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If the door is made of plastic or metal, then
“the door is made of wood” isn’t a fact or an opinion, it’s just plain
wrong.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If it is made of wood, then the
statement is a fact.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>There it is, there’s
nothing else to discuss on the matter, unless you want to get into the kind of
wood and other deeper considerations, but the basic fact is the door IS made of
wood, and there’s an end on it.</div>
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Opinions are subjective constructs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They are based on a person’s perceptions and
predispositions, which are shaped largely by their previous experiences.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Everything they’ve ever lived through has
worked in some way to affect their opinions and, like all subjective
considerations, there’s a lot that goes into making an opinion.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Therefore, opinions can be explored in ways
that facts can’t.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Opinions give insight
into the thought processes and psychology of the person giving them, whether
they want them to or not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Much of what
goes into an opinion is unconscious, of course, but there should also be some
conscious thought devoted to them.</div>
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That’s the key right there:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>conscious thought.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If <i>you </i>haven’t
bothered to think about your opinions, why should anyone else?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If you have thought about them, you should be
prepared to defend them when someone asks you to.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>You opened the door by giving it in the first
place, so don’t go running behind the “it’s just my opinion” excuse.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Your opinions are not sacred writ, immune to
the ravages of time or the world—they can change.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They’re subjective.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As you grow, they can shift and transform
right along with you.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The opinions I had
when I was 15 are not the same opinions I have at 38 (at least, not all of
them).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Opinions are ideas and the best
way to develop an idea is to discuss it with others, to take other ideas and
help break down and re-forge it until it becomes something stronger and
better.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We’ve all got something to
learn.</div>
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Of course, there’s another consideration here.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Since everyone’s got them, no one person’s
opinions are any more valid than anyone else’s.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Yes, you have the right to your opinion.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>You even have the right to express it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Keep in mind, however, that everyone else in the world has those same
rights.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Also, we all have the right to
completely ignore everyone else’s opinions.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>So think about that the next time you want to spout off about
something.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Maybe no one wants to hear
your opinion.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>If they do, you’d better
be prepared to talk about it once someone calls you on what you’ve said.</div>
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If you’re not ready for that, maybe it’s better to keep your
mouth shut, at least until you learn to engage your brain.</div>
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ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-88935350850635393202013-06-03T01:54:00.004-07:002013-06-03T01:54:43.737-07:00Now Available!Hey everyone, <i>Poison Spirit</i> is now available from <a href="http://www.aventuraebookstore.com/index.php?app=ecom&ns=prodshow&ref=0000000039GB">Aventura</a>. Enjoy!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-14450425942384842622013-04-04T00:06:00.000-07:002013-04-04T00:06:07.047-07:00Teaching and StuffSo here I am, sitting in the school library and trying to get students to find books for their term reading project. Every term they are are required to choose a book, read it, and write a paper analyzing it for theme, character development, etc. They have the entire term to complete the assignment and I'm fairly lenient in regards to choice, so it should be easy. The intention is for students to develop a taste for reading and generally gain exposure to books, applying the lessons learned during class readings to their own choices of texts.<br />
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Like all assignments, some students respond better than others. It's interesting to see how set in their ways teenagers can be, applying seemingly inflexible rules to their choices even though they have, by their own admissions, "not read many books." I have one student, for example, who only wants to read autobiographies of famous footballers. That's all well and good, but I think it's a shame that he's limiting himself to a rather specific genre. Luckily, I was able to turn him onto Walter Dean Myers and, after reading the first chapter of <i>Fallen Angels</i>, he grudgingly admitted it was "pretty cool, actually." You know, "actually," as any book that wasn't written by an overpaid athlete would, by default, suck. <br />
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But it's all about the little victories. Hopefully, he'll finish the book and be able to write about it. Maybe it will open his eyes a little bit to what's out there. Maybe it won't, but at least he tried.<br />
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In the end, that's all we can ask, really.ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-32363603568713791582013-04-01T01:22:00.001-07:002013-04-01T01:22:05.650-07:00Poison Spirit, 2nd Edition!Hey everyone, the new edition of <i>Poison Spirit</i> goes on sale this month! You can find it <a href="http://www.aventuraebookstore.com/index.php?app=ecom&ns=prodshow&ref=0000000039GB">here</a>.<br />
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Enjoy!<br />
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<br />ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-90916292207730760642013-02-24T01:04:00.000-08:002013-02-24T01:04:52.017-08:00Back in the LoopSo I haven't been around for a while. There's a couple of reasons for that--first off, I finished my teaching certification and now live in Beirut, Lebanon, where I'm an English teacher at a private high school. Suffice it to say, that's been a pretty big transition. On top of that, there have been some personal issues and some issues with my last novel being available and so forth, all of which have been dealt with and are finished.<br />
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Now, onto the latest news. First off, my novel <i>The Wolf and the Bear</i> is no longer available. That's unfortunate, but it is what it is. My experience with Trestle Press was...less than ideal, and let's leave it at that.<br />
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But that's not the end of things. I have recently signed an agreement with the British outfit, Aventura eBooks, to publish my earlier novel, <i>The Poison Spirit</i>. I'll have more news as things develop, but Aventura is an established outfit and I'm hoping everything goes well with this new arrangement.<br />
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Other than that, I'm working on A LOT of new projects, mostly in original worlds and so moving away from historical fiction, though I still have a strong interest in continuing the stories I've started. We'll see where things go.<br />
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As for living in Beirut--well, that's an experience all its own. It's a beautiful place, if conflicted, and stuck in a part of the world that is torn between several different ideologies. Luckily, that has yet to affect me in any meaningful way. My students are terrific and the school for which I'm working is great. There's little flaws, obviously, but you're going to find them anywhere. The positive is outweighing the negative for now and I'm hoping it stays that way.<br />
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More later!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-52367048020863979262011-12-23T11:36:00.000-08:002011-12-23T11:38:05.437-08:00The Wolf and the Bear is now availableCheck it out at <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Wolf-Bear-ebook/dp/B006P18NEI/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1324668560&sr=8-1">Amazon</a>!<br /><br />Enjoy!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-11549452712232823802011-12-22T05:43:00.001-08:002011-12-22T05:45:22.424-08:00Coming Soon...<span style="font-style: italic;">The Wolf and the Bear</span>, a story of a young warrior on a quest for glory and riches through Viking Age Scandinavia. Available through Trestle Press and with (awesome) cover art by Dan LaValley, look for it soon!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-32841356240158273062011-11-05T07:19:00.001-07:002011-11-05T07:19:29.205-07:00Oh, yeah...Happy Guy Fawkes Day, y'all!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-83941410160242208162011-11-05T07:12:00.000-07:002011-11-05T07:18:34.649-07:00Long Time, everyone!Hey there. So, it's been a long time since I last posted (just over a year, in fact.) There's been a number of reasons for this, not the least of them the fact that I'm finishing an Education certificate right now. When it's done, I'm going to be a high school teacher, so that's fun.<br /><br />Anyhow, the writing's been on the back burner, as it were, for the last few months. I'm still doing plenty of it, but not with the same fervor as before, simply because I don't have the time. It's been very difficult to focus on a single project at a time. As a result, I've been writing A LOT of different things, but only in small pieces. It's not very conducive to getting something done.<br /><br />Lately, however, things have been picking up. I've signed a contract with Trestle Press for a Viking Age novel, tentatively titled <span style="font-style: italic;">The Wolf and the Bear</span>. I'm excited about that, as well as dealing with this new company, who have been very supportive and direct with me already. The book is being edited now, and I'll have more information up as soon as I know anything concrete.<br /><br />Finally, it appears that Aspen Mountain Press is having a lot of problems. My first two books are no longer available since the site went down, and I am currently trying to unravel the circumstances surrounding the implosion, as well as work out the status of <span style="font-style: italic;">Man of Iron</span> and <span style="font-style: italic;">Poison Spirit</span>. I want those books to be available, and I am doing my best to make sure that happens soon.<br /><br />More to come!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-45683653463521823772010-09-26T07:34:00.000-07:002010-09-26T07:38:03.101-07:00Because free speech is importantStand up for video games!<br /><br />Check out the <a href="http://www.videogamevoters.org/">videogamevoters</a> website and learn how you can make sure the 1st Amendment stays safe!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-70772722837524604742010-05-16T18:14:00.000-07:002010-05-16T18:17:06.744-07:00Review!Hey everyone, thanks to Danielle over at goodreads.com. She gave <span style="font-style: italic;">Poison Spirit</span> a <a href="http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7958980-poison-spirit">4-star review</a>, and had some great things to say about it.<br /><br />Check it out!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-91135475692070526532010-02-28T12:09:00.000-08:002010-02-28T12:11:20.827-08:00Historical NovelsThanks to Margaret over at <a href="http://www.historicalnovels.info/">Historical Novels</a> for posting links my books. It's a great site, with lots of helpful links for anyone interested in historical fiction. <br /><br />Thanks again!!!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-32120416078710783572010-02-26T17:05:00.001-08:002010-02-26T17:05:55.267-08:00Poison Spirit is now available!!!<a href="http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/coming-soon/coming-soon/poison-spirit/prod_277.html">http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/coming-soon/coming-soon/poison-spirit/prod_277.html</a><br /><br />Enjoy!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-27792409805208319292010-02-25T06:13:00.000-08:002010-02-25T06:16:02.605-08:00Poison Spirit ReleaseMy newest book, <span style="font-style: italic;">Poison Spirit</span>, comes out tomorrow. Sorry about the short notice, but things have been very busy lately. Here's the link:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/coming-soon/coming-soon/poison-spirit/prod_277.html">http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/coming-soon/coming-soon/poison-spirit/prod_277.html</a><br /><br />Enjoy!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-20186786357300185742009-10-11T18:59:00.001-07:002009-10-11T19:01:33.593-07:00New Book!Some exciting news, I've been contracted with AMP to publish another novel, entitled <span style="font-style: italic;">The Poison Spirit</span>. Right now we're looking at a March, 2010 release date. It may seem far off, but there's plenty to be done before then. <br /><br />About the book: It's a story of guilt and remorse, mixed with a healthy amount of violence and witchcraft, set in 16th century Bohemia. I'll have more details for you as they become available!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-92080405798136623702009-06-21T07:20:00.000-07:002009-06-21T07:22:31.958-07:00It's been very hot here, but that hasn't stopped me from working. I'm in the midst of a good deal of transitions (starting classes, new jobs, moving, etc.) but I've still managed to work on a few new stories that I'm currently looking to publish. They're different concepts than <span style="font-style: italic;">Man of Iron</span>, but still parts of the same continuity. <br /><br />Of course, I'm still working on the second Havelok book, so don't fret, I'll have it ready soon. <br /><br />Hope you're all doing well, happy Father's Day!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3398529443393214835.post-22220554700255129572009-04-13T18:21:00.000-07:002009-04-13T18:26:33.935-07:00Man of IronHi everyone, I'm new to Blogspot, and I thought it was a great way to promote my new novel, <span style="font-style: italic;">Man of Iron, </span>available from Aspen Mountain Press:<br /><br /><a href="http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/new-releases/man-of-iron/prod_196.html">http://www.aspenmountainpress.com/new-releases/man-of-iron/prod_196.html</a><br /><br />It's a dark fantasy/adventure novel about revenge, betrayal, and black magic, all taking place in 18th century Europe.<br /><br />Download a copy today and enjoy!!!ErichBellerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06762434711761987120noreply@blogger.com0